My Rolleiflex 2.8F kept me company on an unexpected trip from NYC back to my hometown in Western Pennsylvania earlier this winter to assist my 95 year old mother after a fall. Despite my acute awareness of her advanced age, some childish part in me and my brothers still expects her to live forever, unlike our Dad who died 32 years ago.
I took the Rollei along as a kind of of security blanket but wasn’t sure whether I would even take it out of my bag. In fact, I used the camera fairly continuously throughout my time there, shooting Portra 400 and one roll of Tri-X. They are a moody batch for sure – the gray landscape matched my mental state, at least at the start of the trip when things with Mom seemed rather uncertain.
The portrait above shows my mother in her glory at her dinner table last Thanksgiving (despite her age, she insisted on cooking). Although she’s not planning to host major holidays at this point, I’m grateful she’s doing better.











All photos were taken in or near Beaver, Pennsylvania except the first and last, taken in the Pittsburgh Airport and on the return flight to NYC.
A county seat of five thousand, Beaver and the towns surrounding it have been home to my family since the 19th century. When I was growing up there industry fueled the economy and defined the landscape. On nighttime walks along the Ohio River you could see the sky ablaze in the east by blast furnaces of Jones and Laughlin Steel and American Bridge Corporation, and to the west by Saint Joe Lead and Crucible Steel.

By the mid 80s when I left for college, almost all of those plants had been shuttered, bringing dire consequences to the community. Hopes for an industrial rebirth in recent years have mostly centered on Royal Dutch Shell’s massive ethylene plastics (“cracker”) plant shown in the background of my photos. Its vapors, by-products of the hyrdo-fracking gas used to make vast quantities of plastic pellets destined to be molded into food takeout carriers and other single-use packages, paint the sky. The largest and most heavily subsidized industrial development in Pennsylvania history, it opened in 2022. The plant’s economic impact and long-term environmental toll are however very much in question.
The fifth photo shows Beaver’s First Christian Church, a highly conservative congregation, no longer associated with its mainline denomination, reflected in a puddle. The penultimate photo shows the 1933 Bridgewater-Rochester bridge, which my paternal grandfather was involved in constructing.
Thanks for reading.
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Ibraar Hussain on An Unexpected Trip Home with my Rolleiflex 2.8F
Comment posted: 05/04/2025
Giving such imagery and a feel for where you grew up
The photographs looks as movie stills - superb stuff
And thank God your mother is recovering - she looks splendid!
Thanks again
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Best,
Erik
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I particularly like the empty bench next to the river shot. reminds me of my days in Ohio!
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Comment posted: 06/04/2025
Amazing post! Your photos are so full of mood and atmosphere, while being technically excellent. Does your Rollei have the Zeiss lens? Whatever it is, it looks amazing on Portra 400 on a gloomy day. Absolutely wonderful! I love the Saul Leiter homage on the rainy car window; I only recently discovered Leiter's work when a friend bought me a coffee table book for the holidays and he's certainly one to emulate. I love the shot of your mother and intrigued by the idea of using a flash with an old all manual camera -- I might want a recommendation on a flash unit to try with my Hasselblad 500CM if you have thoughts. I look forward to seeing your shots of the protest. Interesting environment for a camera with a waist level finder; I was 'stealing' some shots over the fence of an off season amusement park in Rye with the Hasselblad last month and there were one or two higher angles peering over the fences that were easy to see with my eye but were so brain twistingly difficult with the waist level that I resorted to the prism finder, and even that was a little tricky. I was planning to take my M3 with my emerging two lens pocketable 'street' kit (a collapsible 50mm f2 Summitar and 28mm Color Skopar f3.5) to the protest. It's a bit of a long story that includes a suspicious number of closed 1 Train subway stops after a speaking engagement at Columbia and I didn't make it. I'm confident it won't be the last big protest event of the current era.
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