The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

By Andrea Monti

I knew exactly that I was going to fail, but I did it anyway, irrationally thinking that for some not well clear reason the law of physics and optics could be defied by the sacred mission of the photographer. Thus, contrary to basic common sense, a few weeks ago I brought a Nikon 35TI loaded with a Ferrania P33 (ISO160) to a jazz manouche concert of the Tchavolo Schmitt trio at the French Embassy in Rome. The outcomes, as it was easy to predict, were just (euphemistically) poor.

Let’s start with a test shot to ascertain if there was some issue with the hardware:

Apart from the highlight burn, if used within their limits the camera and the film worked properly, so I can’t blame them for such a poor picture like this one:

l may try to spare this next photo pretending that the idea was to focus the attention on the double bass and the guitar on the musician’s lap, while letting the players give a sense of movement to the overall composition. Truth is that, like the others, this is just a bad picture.

The concert was an excellent demonstration of the jazz manouche style and full of ‘moments’ worthy of being put on film. Had this one been taken with a proper setup, the intensity of Mr. Schmitt’s focus on his playing would have been nicely captured.

There is an entire roll of wasted pictures, but I am sure that one may grasp the concept without being exposed to the remaining missing shots.

Some might ask: why bother doing something whose epilogue is already written?

The answer is in a joke we used to play at high school. It goes like that: two friends go to the cinema to watch Rocky IV. ‘Let’s bet on the winner!’ the first declares. ‘OK, I’ll take Ivan Drago,’ says the latter. When the movie ends, the winner doesn’t want to take his friend’s money, so he proposes a re-watch and re-bet, asking his friend to go first. Astonishingly, the latter says: ‘I still take Drago!’ When he inevitably loses the bet to his friend, he asks him why did he still chose Drago. And the answer was: ‘he looked stronger this time.’

In other words, I was just stubborn and stupid.

Full stop.

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By Andrea Monti
My name is Andrea Monti. I’m an Italian free-lance journalist, photographer and – in my spare time – an hi-tech lawyer. The works I am more proud of are covering live jazz, pop and rock concerts for an Italian online music magazine and Opera and prose for a 200 years-old theatre. I also do sport photography mainly in athletics and fighting disciplines. You may find out more about me on https://andrea.monti.photography
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Jeffery Luhn on The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Andrea, I'm surprised you chose such a slow film for an indoor concert with such lively music. I'm a player and big fan of the Django genre and when someone with the last name of Schmidt is going to be on stage, there's going to be fast fingers.

My film rig of choice for indoor shows was the Nikkor 180mm f/2.8 and the 105mm f/2.5 with pushed Ektachrome, but I must admit that I go totally digital these days with those lenses on a Sony A6000 body. I use a monopod.

In your situation, the lighting was quite bad and that didn't help. For future gigs you may want to try putting up battery powered strobes with deep red filters that are almost unseen by the audience and then shooting with pushed infrared film at ISO 400. But in the end, digital is best. Live and learn! Keep shooting. I enjoy your posts!
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Andrea Monti replied:

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Actually I was not 'on duty' so there was no chance to bring the heavy artillery. With a bit of luck, as the double bass/guitar picture shows, I could have taken some decent shot, but this is just wishful thinking. I took a risk and I lose the bet.

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Gary Smith on The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Since you obviously wanted to use those analogue exposure dial indicators (I had to look up the 35Ti) like Jeffery above, I wonder at the slow film. Of course, you knew the results going in but we can't blame you for wanting magic... :-)
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Andrea Monti replied:

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Well, sometimes magic happens... not then, unfortunately!

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Jukka Reimola on The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

But you did get to enjoy the music, didn't you?
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Andrea Monti replied:

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Absolutely! A great performance!

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Gary Smith replied:

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Hopefully that was why you were REALLY there anyway...

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murray leshner on The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Miraldo from the Tony Gatliff film "Swing"...
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murray leshner replied:

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Apologies for diverting from Andrea's post, but he broke the ice... This musical genre is less mysterious in Europe, but one is lucky to hear in on the radio (do people still listen to radio?) in USA. Instead, one relies on Youtube, friends and family who are aware, and festivals that are as fewer and farther between than country borders in Europe. The Schmitt family, along with other important figures, were instrumental (no pun intended) in maintaining and reviving interest in the music of Django Reinhardt after his death in 1953. The Alsace region the Schmitt's hail from is apparently teeming with many (but not all) of the elite performers in the current generation of the genre. Tchavalo Schmitt appears as the benevolent character Miraldo in the 2002 Tony Gatliff film "Swing". If you are fluent in French, the humor element in the film carries through. I watched twice via two clumsy subtitle software 'plug-ins', and one removed the occasional funny parts. Or I understood more the second time. And for people who enjoy Europe's contribution to 20th century jazz, be aware that there is also a different style, Italian Swing. I don't know if your local radio station or streaming service is hip enough to deliver that to you, so you may be looking on Youtube.

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David Dutchison on The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

Comment posted: 28/08/2024

Fun article. Way back in my youth I shot a roll of Tri-X, setting each shots shutter speed and aperture to whatever I deemed appropriate for the picture without any consideration of exposure (it was a meterless camera). The results, like yours, were not too surprising.
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Geoff Chaplin on The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

Comment posted: 29/08/2024

Well done for trying something stupid! We should all do this because sometimes it pays dividends. Atmospheric shots.
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David hill on The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

Comment posted: 29/08/2024

I’ve been enthralled by the Nikon 35Ti since it was introduced .. and it still sells for about the same $$ as it did then, though inflation makes that easier to bear nowadays.
It’s a lovely lens with capable matrix metering, if slow on the autofocus. So what’s the fault here? Was it merely about film/speed choice? Or do you think another camera would have performed better under those circumstances?
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Andrea Monti replied:

Comment posted: 29/08/2024

I am a strong believer that a bad photo is always the fault of the photographer and not the camera. In this case, the main problem was that I was given a seat in the second row, which made it impossible to keep the camera on the musicians for long enough, as I would have annoyed the people in front of me.

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Julian Tanase on The Stupidity of Being Stubborn

Comment posted: 30/08/2024

Andrea, I find your honesty to be refreshing, and there are times when one's honesty saves a not-so-good photograph, to a certain extent. Strong self critique is something which should be a tool in every photographer's kit. Sadly, it is not always that. Myself I find the photographs appealing mainly because they are an honest attempt to record a scene knowing the result will be, well, barely passable at best. From this point of view, I have enjoyed your photographs. Thank you !
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Julian Tanase replied:

Comment posted: 30/08/2024

Btw, I would rename this article "The audacity of being stubborn". One may not always deliver good, but one should always dare enough in trying to do that :)

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Andrea Monti replied:

Comment posted: 30/08/2024

Well, maybe 'honesty' is too strong a word for just some bad photos, but I made a point of not fooling myself into thinking that pure and simple mistakes could be 'reframed' as deliberate actions. Another attitude I have developed over time is to look for my mistakes rather than for 'good' photos. It helps to keep the ego below an acceptable threshold and in a constant search for improvement. So, as much as I appreciate when someone enjoys my photos, I am also grateful to those who take the time to offer criticism, no matter how harsh.

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